WANTSSometimes I want to eat myself to sleep. I want to pierce myself into submission, taming these dreams and rebellions and words. I want to release these narratives, all possible, and make my enemies sing at my feet. I want to rip my skin off and line my bones with soil, then bury them with things I forgot: the characters I’d loved, the recipe that hung on my tongue, the number on my mailbox, and think maybe, these will grow into stories. I want to fall asleep in your arms and pretend the last eight years of my life didn’t go by as fast as they did. I want to worry less about time and more about dinner. I want to make a pizza that tastes as rich and greasy and cheesy as any pizza ever was, and not get fat. I want to die on my patio in my hammock with a glass of wine in my hand. The glass will fall and the wine will trickle over the edge of my balcony, raining purple drops on my neighbor’s children. I want to come alive again and tell everyone I met god or satan or a unicorn and write a book about it. I’ll make thousands of dollars and predict the END OF THE WORLD! I’ll be wrong, but it will be okay. WHERE THEY WEREFranklin—In the bathroom, alone On the ground, a tooth, in a bag, with a name written in sharpie. FRANKLIN, crossed out to write FRANKIE on top. He had tripped, moving too fast—being too scared—and hit his jaw on the counter and his tooth came out. It was already lose, one of his baby teeth, so it didn’t hurt that much. But it did hurt. He put the tooth in a plastic baggy, just like dad always did, and slept with it under his pillow-that-wasn’t-a-real-pillow because he was sleeping in the bathroom. In the bathroom, with music on, he couldn’t hear the screams outside or see the smoke in the distance. There were no windows in the bathroom. His dad always said if there was an earthquake or tornado or crazy person in the house, the bathroom was the safest place to be. He slept in the bathroom, with his tooth under his head. He knew the tooth fairy wouldn’t come. But he hoped his dad would. He knew his dad wouldn’t come. But he hoped he would. He slept in the bathroom, but with the door unlocked, his tooth under the pillow. Down the hall, in the master bedroom: a bottle of empty pills. On the bed, a body of emptiness. His father took every pill, just to be sure. The cap had rolled under the bed-that-wasn’t-his-bed-anymore because his family wasn’t there. His son would live, but not much longer. His son would die, but he couldn’t be the one to kill his son. In the bathroom, tears. Franklin-called-Frankie-by-only-his-dad, vomited. He was thirsty and tired and crying so hard that vomit came out of his nose. He was thirsty, but had to pass his dad’s room to get water, so he clenched the FRANKIE-tooth-bag as he vomited, alone. Maria and Erin—Rooftop, together Under a shirt, a needle and a spoon. On the shirt, a bra. Small drops of blood on their shirts made them feel hardcore and bloody and endless. They were laying on the rooftop under the stars. No clothes. Clothes didn’t matter anymore. They threw their shoes off the edge of the building, watching them disappear under their industrial horizon. They made love. They fucked. They punched each other, shot up, talked about their queerness. Talked about the words they learned to identify with, and how they didn’t matter anymore. They threw their narcotics anonymous tokens off the roof. They held each other’s hand. They talked about the last meeting they went to together and how stupid their sponsors were. How hopeless the druggies in the group were. They would observe each one and make bets on who would fall first. Oscar, who Erin thought for sure was doing just great as he often said, was admitted to rehab after a few weeks of NA. Erin had handed a 50 over to Maria, her face shrouded in sadness for him. Maria and Erin had went to the meetings as usual after the news hit. They had smoked cigarettes and waited outside the room, but no one showed. NA seemed like a happy-fucking-druggie-family-in-recovery but when the earth started falling apart, when things got bad, in the end, they were all druggies like they always were and would be. As they laid on the roof, Erin told Maria she was scared. Her family was out of the country, so she wouldn’t be able to see them. Tears fell down her cheeks, her chest felt heavy. Maria rolled Erin into her arms, hushing her softly. She rocked them together, under the stars-they-couldn’t-see-because-of-light-pollution-but-knew-were-there-because-of-hope. Maria said she was glad they could die together, on their own terms. She’d rather OD—something she knew and knew how it would feel—than die into the unknown. Maria said it was good they’d all be dead. The world was a terrible place anyway. Maybe humans would get to restart. Maybe they’d all get to restart. Bill—Front office, over Daya Tears, on her face. Pens, markers, clips and papers on the floor. Desperate, in his hands. His hands that once belonged to a man, a good man, but now belonged to a good-man-who-does-bad-things. He hovered over Daya. Did bad things to her. She stopped yelling. She cried. She didn’t know him. He knew her. She was the Latina lovely. The coworker down the hallway. She was perfect; until Bill ripped off her clothes. She had a pooch of fat in her lower belly and stretch marks on her hips. Her large breasts, perfect, they seemed, had stretch marks too, and sagged. She must have worn push-up bras to make them sit so perfectly. She must have worn panty-hose to make her legs look so smooth. His disappointment only made him angrier. He had a woman, a wife, but she died. They had no kids, not really. There was one, a daughter, but she hated Bill and refused herself as his child. Bill hadn’t heard from her in five years. The hot air coalesced his body, hanging like the heat of a fever. He felt sick, but knew it was just his anxiety tricking him. His anxiety always told him he was dying. This time, though, his anxiety was right. He just wanted to feel the touch of a woman one more time. He missed his wife. And he was going to die. Daya—Front office, under Bill Daya closed her eyes to this-thing-that-she-couldn’t-stop. Under her shirt, a pencil jabbed into her spine. She pulled a tack that pierced her side, thought about stabbing him with it. But let it roll away instead. She looked at her shoes under her desk. They were her “statement” shoes: a red ballet flat with a gold sequined bow. Scuffed at the toes from a surprise hike in the woods with her husband. He had taken her to top of the small mountain after their picnic, knelt down, and presented a box. Daya laid still and thought about being anywhere else. She thought about her little sister. She thought of how they laughed when the global warning hit. Dying didn’t scare them. The things-in-life-you-couldn’t-stop were worse than death. She lied still and quiet, resisting. Mai and Kevin—The kid’s bedroom, together They didn’t want them to suffer. They didn’t want them to be scared, to see the fear in their parent’s eyes. They wanted them to drift off, peacefully, with their family, in their home, unafraid. Mai and Kevin had talked it over many times. They argued. They wrote lists. Pros and cons. Their kids were smart, so they had to be careful. Mai didn’t want them to suspect anything. So they walked their children into the master bedroom and sat them on the bed, they watched a movie together, a funny cartoon, and pretended to be happy. They laughed with their kids and kept the tears from escaping their eyes. They fed their children the macaroni and cheese and poison, and cleaned their faces when they got messy. They were so excited, eating in Mommy and Daddy’s bed and watching a movie together. They licked their bowls and wore them on their heads. Kevin pulled his daughter into his arms and kissed her head. Her soft arms, her plump cheeks, each rough little nail. He pulled her close, put his hand on her chest and felt the beating. Mai held their son, buried him in her chest and smelled his little boy hair. Their daughter said she was sleepy. So Mai and Kevin tucked the children in and laid next to them while they drifted away and their hearts stopped beating. Once they were gone, Mai and Kevin wanted to go quickly. They didn’t want to wait for the pills or poisons to work. So they put guns to each other’s head, kissed, and then pulled the trigger. D’aja—the pews, alone A ring, in her hands, made of 14 carat gold, with a cross on it. Her pearls, white, old and still on their string, placed gently around her neck. They had been her mother’s, and now they were hers. If she’d had a daughter, they would have been passed down. But there was no daughter. There was nothing in D’aja’s womb and never would be, so she wore the pearls, counting each one as a lost egg, lost child, lost daughter she could have had. Each pearl had a name. Names for her lost children. The pearl in the very middle, the one that was a bit scuffed and not as perfectly round as the others, was named Yalonda. Yalonda would have been a dancer. A ballerina, or something else as graceful. She would have worn her hair in braids even though the other girls wore a bun. She would have been good at math, unlike her mother, and would have gone on to be some kind of mathematician or scientist or doctor. She would have travelled the world: danced under the Eiffel Tower, drank wine in Italy and swam in Venice’s canals to prove she could swim wherever she wanted. She would have been magical and perfect and ruled the world. She would have. The pearl next to Yalonda, a little darker in shade, was named Alonzo. He would have been a good boy and better man. D’aja didn’t have time for political correctness and progressive thinking; her son would have been traditional, a gentleman, a man’s man. But he would have fiercely loved his mamma. D’aja believed any good man was a mamma’s boy. Alonzo would have looked after his sister and respected women. He would have been the football player, or basketball star, and some kind of artist. She would have wanted him to know it was okay to be creative and be an artist and still be a man’s man. He would have crawled up next to her and talked about the first girl he fell in love with, and how much it hurt to love someone. D’aja would have smiled and pat his head and held him close. D’aja kneeled in the pews, her head in her hands. She wasn’t afraid of dying; she knew when she died, she could finally meet these perfect, beautiful children. She could finally see what they would have been. So she held the pearls, and waited to meet them. Jourden—the woods, running She wouldn’t be collecting years her life anymore, so she started collecting things. Her favorite thing to collect was playing cards. Not new ones, but the ones that were abandoned. The ones you found on the street or near the dumpster. She had 36 cards. It was her goal to find a whole deck before she died. Years back, on her and her husband’s first anniversary, she created a silly deck of cards. Something she found online, but thought the idea was cute: 52 reasons why I love you. She had written a reason on each card and strung the deck together for him to flip through when he was down. She only had 36 cards, but she didn’t have any more time to find the rest. She figured she was going to hell. She prayed to “god” in her head and screamed. Though, she was sure there wasn’t anything there, and even if there was, would he/she/it listen to her? Why, when she had so strongly disbelieved her whole life? Even when her family tried to save her, or when she secretly prayed to the darkness during her panic attacks only to look away once she was better? She didn’t believe. She wanted to. She’d tried to believe. She believed she was going to hell, but she couldn’t believe in any “god.” Her soul clung to her bones. It wouldn’t let go. She kept running still. ✱✱✱
There are three things the woman tells strangers: she is a prostitute, she is drinking coffee these days, and there is always a loud buzzing noise. She thinks about titles, frequently. The gravity they hold! "What if children were allowed in opera houses?" She thinks. "Did capitalism make me hate my mother?" The woman picks at her skin and the sheets are red from menstrual blood. The baby coos at her side. "Did you know mushrooms are all connected?" The woman whispers to the baby. "Like, underground. They are just one big orgasm." She says. "I mean, organism." The woman tells the baby that cell phones are made in sweatshops by girls the girl's age. The woman's mother's womb animates the woman in just over nine months about 32 years ago. The woman's mother's new groom inspects hail damaged Fords and the woman's mother's fibrous cocoon comes unglued, drained of liquid. The woman appears at the opening of her mother's insides. It is the summer of helicopter seeds; the earth is all swallowed up in the stuff, and the prairie sun is hot, smells wild. Then the woman grows and grows and is herself in labor. It is the summer of Joshua trees and the earth--and her body-- are extraterrestrial. White, perfect buds. Humans learn the language of trees and the trees say "ooooo, another equally significant, just different, part of me" and the sky turns silky with red-purple and the baby's eyes are stormy. The woman looks at the man. He floats up like a balloon, a blue balloon. They dance under pale light until the baby swims out, out of amniotic sea stuff and hemorrhoids the size of apples. The baby has roses for feathers, preternatural, really. The woman does not speak for a decade. Humans are so complex! Humans try hard--they just keep trying. The baby studies rabbits on YouTube. Sometimes, the bunnies' pellets fall to the kitchen floor and the woman sweeps them up in her hands. "More?" "Shoe?" "Milk?" "Patriarchy?" The woman is a public woman and this brings great sorrow, she imagines. The woman has an abortion; in a mop sink, she gets sick by dawn. "Hello? ... Hell-LO?" Lifetimes in hiccups. Two packs of cigarettes a day only cost the woman thirty crowns. There is a gypsy man in an old castle and at night he flutters a red scarf under sheets of absinthe and full moons and where flowers blossom from the bosoms of corpses. She collects little trinkets and wooden puppets for the baby, who is not born for hiccups and hiccups. When the baby is inside her, she shares a dream with the woman. Blue, like water, like blood, like... When the man's mother dies, he holds her hand and says "no more mistakes." The man throws his head at a wall. "You hurt," he tells the woman. The phone rings every morning at 10 o'clock but there is never anyone on the other end. The woman tries to make friends. It is so difficult! Mothers at the playground think the woman hisses and coils. She is not to be taunted or poked with sticks. She carries rattles in her pocket. The voice on the television says, "You, You there for 600." The woman is surprised to see herself there. "What is ham?" She answers. The man hoisting cars stares at the woman then he stares at the baby, who, in turn, asks, "what is millet? What is the Messiah?" The woman tries to be wise in her choices. She tries to be clever about the Daily Double. When the woman makes deadlines, the audience applauds but sometimes they laugh at her. It appears that the loud buzzing noise is coming from that black box; infinite refractions. The baby has a spoiling of cake at the woman's mother's house. "Is this a druggie thing? Are they underwater?" The woman's mother asks. "Why is a sponge wearing square pants?" One day, the woman's mother says, "I loved you even then, you know." And the woman knows. When the woman's mother's mother dies, mourners come in nice shoes, the kinds of shoes you keep in shoeboxes until someone dies. Later, they remark that the funeral had been "nice," in duck themed kitchens with books that don't open. The woman's mother's mother appears from behind a copper saint and says, "I must be dead." Snakes fall out of hair. The woman wonders if, To her husband she is after all nothing but the mother of his legitimate children and heirs, his chief housekeeper and the supervisor of his female slaves, whom he can and does take as concubines if he so fancies. The woman is paralyzed with such great fear of men! When she is onstage or in hotels, she thinks, "now, you'll never not see the things of men and of course they do not see you" and the woman is heavy with knowledge. Now, when she steps outside, she weighs 300 pounds. Old ladies with raccoons on their heads or maybe heads for raccoons say, "for this I know for the bible tells me so." The baby grows and grows into a little person who frets and screams and the woman thinks, "I am not a person who can do this." She reads that a woman put her toddler in the microwave. The woman checks the microwave. There is no baby there there. She cries, sometimes. There, there. No one roots for the whore, she thinks, not even the scoundrel who pays! The woman is sailing on a silver saucer with the baby all cuddly and warm at her breast. The baby coos and the woman whispers, "I love to you." The clouds pass overhead and the woman is surprised no one has mentioned the earth's pirouettes or its diminishing water yet today. ✱✱✱
untitled5292016'Is that the 1995 Final Four?’ Naw, that’s Inglorious Basterds. New rap name: fauxwoodmarcus. RNN: real nigga number. All ghetto passes should have an identifying RNN, to keep track of membership. To gather my thoughts before leaving I kick around a stool w/ my foot. The legs are silver & drop straight down curving into a 90 degree angle looping around conjoining into a blocky C. I kick it onto its side & rest my knees sorta uncomfortably on it, rocking back/forth. Sky filters everything a metallicy rapidwater blue. Can’t go down stairs slowly w/ these young ankles. I think I move pretty fluidly eeem though it borders carelessly loose. I know the way my body wants to move & I listen to it. I’m tryna get the message out to FREE HIM to the chiir’n. 2/3: I notice I always have to be holding an extremity, whether it’s each hand holding one another or my left hand grippin my lower left thigh w/ my right leg draped over. Holding my wrist or whippin the yams. Anxiety fleeing my body. Get that shit outta my house. Some IPAs taste like dirt or soap & I fw that. Thought about my relationship w/ going out. Naked in my room after getting caught in rain. It was awful until it resembled an endurance-testing obstacle course. You’re gonna have to hold some Ls either way so accept it. But I weave thoo umbrella’d people under awnings, dodge dripping streams & single self-conscious droplets under scaffolding, considering swinging from corroded beam to beam like monkey bars. My body’s not muscular or cut but if you study its gesticulations I think it proves we have a loving & affectionate relationship. interviewwe tried to video chat but connections failed us, so skype messenger it was: [16-06-19 11:06:04 AM] msw msw: it's all frozen & staticky on my end, i can't eeeem hear you. we can just message here if that works for you. [16-06-19 11:07:51 AM] sydney mcneill: Sure - that sounds good! Do you have a particular time of day, place, environment etc. that you find really conducive to writing? [16-06-19 11:10:21 AM] msw msw: for me it used to be that I had to sit in my room to write in silence. recently w/ these flash-memoirs I'm actually out on the go taking notes when I'm out to really capture the moment. my recent writing is very moment based & exists as sort of a brief flashes & i wanna capture it at the time i feel it to capture it's authenticity. this has made anywhere I'm at a sort of writing environment for me, which I'm not used to but experimenting w/. [16-06-19 11:16:49 AM] sydney mcneill: Cool! The reason I really wanted to do this interview was because I really liked the idea of the flash-memoirs. Part of the reason I wanted to start Sea Foam was to break down stern age-old genre barriers/formatting also to challenge academia in the art community, all of which can be fairly restricting. Not that there's anything wrong with academia - it's just developed this sort of… superiority complex in a lot of communities which I think could and should be challenged. The idea of this stream-of-thought lyrical documentation of everyday life is really neat and doesn't necessarily subscribe to a genre or conventional style of writing. What inspired you to start doing it? [16-06-19 11:21:08 AM] msw msw: oddly enough I've been doing it for years. the idea first kinda spawned itself in november when i started working on this memoir of text messages. i always like texting people as practice for writing—but then i realized wait this IS your writing. it's the way i communicate, that's why there's that subtle slang, nicknames, etc. for my whole life I've been writer & for so long i tried to write conventional prose which is still cool & i like to do it's just not necessarily my style. I've never been one for convention. once i started considering this style i was working w/ & develop it it all naturally sorta fell in place. the rhythm came naturally & the whole 350 word max was just an arbitrary guideline that helps me keep it flash-like. people responded so positively that i abandoned all i'd previously been writing & work on this unnurtured voice. i became obsessed w/ the idea of memoirs & recording your life & the realization that everything you really do in life is part of your memoir, your personal story, & i have crazy ADD a bunch & so much of this world w/ the internet revolves around getting information fast & moving on to the next shit that i thought the length & rhythm of these pieces was relevant. [16-06-19 11:26:31 AM] sydney mcneill: It definitely is. I think a lot of people use writing as a tool for self-discovery and time preservation, which is so important to sanity sometimes. Have you submitted to many publications? Do you plan on or hope to publish a collection? [16-06-19 11:26:50 AM] sydney mcneill: fg [16-06-19 11:27:04 AM] sydney mcneill: The cat is typing... [16-06-19 11:27:08 AM] sydney mcneill: She's a handful [16-06-19 11:29:14 AM] msw msw: tell the cat i love her. in the past I've submitted just short stories to publications. I've submitted these FMs to only a few: you, el balazo press, & I'm currently working on a lil ep of 4 FMs (like 500 words altogether) as a mini collection to spy kids review. so I'm just starting to get my feelers out here w/ these. i am currently home for both my parents birthdays & I'm writing a collection. these early collections will be very short which I'm totally okay w/. like 3000 words altogether but again i just like how brief it is. firs the aesthetic. a bigger collection could be down the road fa sho. i write these flash memoirs every day w/ the intent to lose them because that's how memory works in my eyes. so i'll probably have close to 200 by the end of the year. some are unpublishable & exist as just a reference of time/place/emotion & are like one phrase or a word of two. w/ the FMs I'm tryna capture the emotion of the moment most & what i was thinking instead of the actual event. i wanna be able to look back & see exactly where i was at in my head. [16-06-19 11:32:32 AM] sydney mcneill: The cat says thank you and knocks over my coffee... [16-06-19 11:34:35 AM] sydney mcneill: I love El Balazo and Spy Kids Review! We're in good company. That's great - a lot to be working on. How long are you home for? And where are you living currently? [16-06-19 11:35:46 AM] msw msw: i am home in kansas city missouri for 10 days total, only halfway into my trip. i currently live in new york city [16-06-19 11:36:57 AM] sydney mcneill: Wonderful. I write poems daily and have been for years, so can sort of relate. Sometimes they're really really awful, but it still feels good to put something down on paper that documents a moment in time that is significant to me in the now. Do you find that sometimes you look back and roll your eyes a bit at former selves? [16-06-19 11:39:22 AM] msw msw: oh yes oooh yes. i'll look back at even something i wrote last night & think where the fuck are you at? haha. it's less of an eyeroll most of the time & is more like a deep appreciation of having grown as a person. we're all constantly changing & shit. the significant to the me of now is an important feature w/ these so i can relate. just an honest portrait. [16-06-19 11:42:48 AM] sydney mcneill: Absolutely. I'm almost out of questions but I have a couple more. What are you proudest of? How do you see yourself growing and improving as a writer over time? Oh, and also, is there anything particular on your mind that you want to say? I like features to be basically whatever the person I'm interviewing wants them to be, so if there's anything writing related or otherwise that you want to share, feel free to say so. [16-06-19 12:03:01 PM] msw msw: I am most proudest of the person I'm becoming actually. i have spent all my life working towards being the type of person who is the embodiment of empathy & helps people & is a solid friend & who people can trust & count on. the process of really getting to know myself has bettered my writing tenfold because of the confidence it brings. & that shows in my writing a lot. over time I'm not sure how i'll improve. I'm not a person who has hella long term plans (this is because i used to be very controlling of situations up until 6 or 7 years ago, related to heavy anxiety, & i let go & started to be spontaneous & therefore i like to keep the future unpredictable) but I'm excited because i'll continue to grow as a person & hopefully that'll translate. i want to just keep the skills sharp, take days as they come. something i did kinda wanna say: these flash memoirs are designed to not only be shorter & readable but overall accessible. so much of that collegiate/academic attitude as you said can be a lil constraining & obsessed w/ conventionality. i have a strained relationship w/ academia. i have no degree because i couldn't pay for school myself & get loans & all that shit & because of that, on paper at least to some, i feel like people think I'm uneducated & under-qualified & lowkey stupid. i wanna write because i have a unique voice like everyone & i shouldn't be judged for the shit i COULDN'T do as much as the shit I'm doing. i wanna let people know that there are more avenues to express yourself & if you find your own comfortable lane you should fw that. you like what you like & you is what you is. I want to just pour empathy over the world & shit essentially. I'm not sure if my writing work has gotten there yet, to that point where people are consuming sans judgement or preconceived notion, but I'm working on it. something to look forward to fa sho. ✱✱✱
BEACH BOT BAILOUTShore On Vancouver Island, robots gather sea glass at the shore for entrepreneurs who 3D print settings for the finds and sell jewelry online. Sand People on the beach toast the bots, appreciating their bonus litter removal. Puppies play and kids caboodle on vacation beside the machines. Shells Robots rake shells into piles under users' docks. Fake owls perch on their heads at night. Resting, they sleep covered in barnacles. Smartphones Coelacanths become reanimated through a smartphone app. The beach writhes with new old life. People realize their mistake. Can tech help? Scourge Beach bots collect coelacanths along with sea glass and litter. They fight the new scourge, to save the ecosystem. They ask nothing from us. Sunny Grateful, people invite bots to join them on the beach, relaxing in the sun. Without automated harvests, sea glass jewelry becomes precious. HANDMADE SEA GLASS JEWELLERY COMMISSIONED BY S. KAY PHOTO: GWEN ROSSMILLER INTERVIEW1. Alright - to start, can you introduce yourself to us using metaphors? Stronger than diamonds, hummingbird-delicate, as loving as a bouquet of puppies, with the determination of a bear hunting berries, and a reasonably robotic creative writing discipline, 2. What does the sea mean to and do for you? I live with a view of the ocean in Vancouver, BC, and often write outside on my deck, immersed in a marine environment. When my eyes are not on the screen, I'm taking in the sparkling waves, the diving seals, the flying birds, or the passing boats. It's super relaxing to sit and watch sea life bob along. A recent study showed that being immersed in "blue space" of water is similar to green space with trees, it's good for mental health. Often when my mind is drifting, that's when I will be inspired, either by something I see in the vista or an idea will occur to me. It's a great way to write. PHOTO: S. KAY 3. What are some of your creative outlets? How did you find them (or how did they find you)? Aside from writing fiction, I make jewelry, crochet, and have created a variety of interdisciplinary projects over the years. I learned arts and crafts skills when I was a child, from my mum, Brownies, and school, and then as an adult I apprenticed for two years as a silversmith. But I moved on to other work. I also created some DIY pieces like an audio collage installation in a group show, and freeform crochet soft sculptures and hats. One of my favourite projects was a collaboration with photographer Gwen Rossmiller in which we paired my tweet-sized tales with her art photos, using my jewelry design, in mini book necklaces. PHOTOS: GWEN ROSSMILLER Creative projects find me when I get inspired by opportunities (like unusual calls for submissions), or materials or people or culture. They're often conceptual. My fiction tends to be conceptual, too. 4. Much of your writing explores the future. Can you tell us a bit about that? I'm a fan of robotics, especially interested in robopsychology, the exploration of human-robot interaction. I like to write near-future tiny tales that imagine those relationships. Often they explore foibles, amusing misadventures as we struggle to adapt to new technology. My first book, "Reliant" (tNY.Press Books, 2015), is an apocalypse in tweets, a look at a society before, during and after the end. It blends humour with doom. But although it's a favourite, I don't only write speculative fiction, I do write other things as well. 6. You have a new book, "Lost in the Land of Bears," coming out this summer. How did it come to be, what's it all about, and where can we look for it when it's out? It began as a disparate group of tweets loosely based around building a story inspired by the forest and ocean near where I live. As I collected them, I combined elements and added new ones until I came up with a cross-genre adventure tale-in-tweets about an LGBTQ couple who travel to Canada and become lost in the forest, encountering quirky creatures and machines in their search for a way back to a futuristic resort. It's being published by Reality Hands this July in three editions: an ebook, a print on demand version, and a handmade limited edition art book with a faux fur cover. It'll be available online directly from RealityHands.com, and other book retailers TBD. Follow me on Twitter at @blueberrio for news. 7. I like to wrap up interviews pretty open-ended. Is there anything on your mind right now? Any opinions or causes we can help you share? Any recent experiences that are still resonating with you? Any advice for other artists? Right now it's June, Pride Month, and as a queer writer I'm also conscious of the Orlando tragedy. I'm Canadian, so I don't have the power to vote for American gun control. But as a writer with global readers, I do have the power to influence culture in a positive way, with QUILTBAG characters and modern language. I often choose to make my characters queer, or gender-neutral so the reader can project their own identity onto a protagonist. I'm mindful of representation, and don't recommend all writers suddenly make all their characters queer. But do be respectful, with inclusion and diversity. And everyone can use gender-sensitive language. Finally, since it's summer, it's a chance to be outdoors in blue space. Instead of writing at the usual café, get a drink to go and take your device to a park with a waterfront view. See if it soothes and inspires you. PHOTO: S. KAY ✱✱✱
tweets (@theoooeooo)1. Whatever I’m feeling is just underlying the infinite and infinite love I have for my fellow human beings In which the clouds are paintings All I experience is pleasure I feel like I’m dancing w myself when I take a selfie Life never ends Why do I feel so wonderful? Because I can omg the day is breathtaking so beautiful sky w trees and warm air that blows riding in an uber in love and my whole life and everything I do my thing, you probably do yours The world needs my poetry as much as I do All the warmth I need is given freely by the sun and air Every breath is a blessing probably who cares Whoever I owe my life to, thank you Even lying on the grass, I can’t help but give it my best Why isn’t everything good? The warm sun, the cool ground, somewhere in between I lie around 2. Im buying a sandwich! Happy theo! Happy theo! Happy theo! Happy theo happy happy theo! Happy happy theo! Tbh im fucking drunk we All hel Oin yjr. Eyjrrroom mekiy tpuusrimj tikw Too drunke Fewatj:- Sjckz 3. I want to live in a song waking up feels like getting hit by a truck I forgot im on drugs lol Im just talking to myself in my room I forgot my body exists it feels like i just accidently started doing things today maybe i feel naseuous i cant tell Im just going to sit in the bathroom for an hour i think im just trying to make something on google docs at this point im just assuming people are interacting with me online was i supposed to do things today i forgot that twitter has like feeds of other people saying things not interested Im sick like a dog whos made of art and i feel love Im so just not interested in being sober and not being online all the time I feel invested in my self Like i keep buying things and it feels like investing lol feels beautiful, etc. accidently am feeling good right now lol the kind of existence where i dont kno i exist is very appealing my typos r v aesthetically pleasing I want every person to be girls except me Enjoying the day is so nice Lol at being happy Being outside and not hating myself seems ideal 4. life is a flower life is being happy and working hard kept thinking, "I can't believe Theo," and laughed very me today jesus christ my life omg what color is the internet? I put my face near a squirrels face and i angrily whispered, kiss me kiss me u wild animal the weather feels like how I feel I want to be late for work today is my life over? I'm 19 people to do drugs with on the internet had a dream about kissing but I forgot who I was kissing when ppl try at anything it seems so beautiful that I start to cry just trying at something takes the most energy imagineable, it seems other worldly I want to wear a stylish dress and walk a small dog in the summer time 5. smoking a cigarette lying in the sun can't feel more like a poet than tweeting on a beautiful day like today fav ur friends tweets retweet that thing u like life is too short love stuff in general who even needs something to do can't help but see the beauty filled in everything appreciate being able to tell u guys this love expressing things feel too in love to care about dying surprised by how much I am omg the day is breathtaking so beautiful sky w |
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